Thursday, September 30, 2010

Wednesday, September 29, 2010

happiness is a warm gun

my mood changes so quickly.
there are few things that make me happy lately.
i can't wait to get your letter.

please stay, don't go

You are the reason I know how to love.

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Monday, September 27, 2010

what you want, what you need

All our lives we are told to 'follow our hearts',
But what if 'following your heart'
Means breaking someone elses?

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Saturday, September 25, 2010

saygoodbye.

i wish i could stop this.
none of this will matter
when were all gone away.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

looktothemoon

Restless sleep is dreamless sleep.
As I fall back into this slumber,
All I ask is that it be filled
With comforting dreams,
So I can feel better,
If only for the night.

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

my heart is heavy

I want so many things
that I know won't happen.
And I hate to feel this way
but there's not much I can do.
I'll just put on my mask
and get through the days.

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

If it hurts this much,

Then it must be love,
And it's a lottery,
I can't wait to draw your name.

Monday, September 20, 2010

Sunday, September 19, 2010

not happiness.

It's my own fault.
I need to use my head.
I can't let this happen again.
The one thing that's holding me back,
From truly enjoying myself.

Friday, September 17, 2010

i still don't measure up

I'm feeling better today,
but there is always something
that prevents a good day from
being a great day.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

^

I just want to get through tomorrow
Maybe then I can get some rest.

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

i'll make this perfect again.

Having the worst day ever,
Stressed beyond my control.
And with one simple touch,
And a quick 'hello',
You made me feel like
I had nothing to worry about.

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

I miss good hugs, and good talks.

I'm getting really sick,
and I'm getting really tired.
All I do is work and study,
and all I want is a day to relax.

I'm feeling really lonely,
and I'm feeling out of place.
All I ever do is hide,
with this smile on my face.

I'm missing just talking,
and I'm missing an embrace.
All I do is listen,
but I need is someone here.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010

you prove me wrong.

Right after I posted that last one,
I got to school,
And you were the first person
To say 'hello' to me.
I'm feeling a lot better now.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

part-time

One of those days,
When I wish you were here,
Why is it that you are able
To find a best friend
In the person who is farthest away?
And the ones near by
Seem more like part-time friends?
Ignored in the halls
Of a giant red building,
Because just saying "hello"
Could make you look bad.
I miss talking to you everyday,
And I think you do too.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

the best years of your life, right?

So focused on the future,
Working hard to do everything right.
Attempting to ignore
This on going internal fight.
I just want to let go,
And spend these last few months
With the people
That I'm going to miss the most.

Monday, September 6, 2010

i guess not.

You think you know someone.
But then again,
This is high school.
We don't really know anyone.

Saturday, September 4, 2010

thingschange.

When you are young and naive,
You believe
That love is all that matters,
You believe
That finding 'The One' it the
Most important thing.

But soon enough,
You realise,
It's not that simple.

Thursday, September 2, 2010

Comfortable.

I think I've figured out
Why it won't work with
Anyone else.

You're my best friend.

And I've never, ever,
Been so comfortable with
Anyone else.