Monday, November 29, 2010



Sunday, November 28, 2010


It's so hard to make a choice,
and listen to your heart,
when your heart only whispers,
while your head screams.

please find it in your heart

I know I lost the right to know you a long time ago,
But I hope that I can be forgiven,
I miss you.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

you're still my best friend.

I think my one regret in high school
will be how far apart we are now,
and how close we could have been.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

where do we go from here?

Oh, if I had wings,
Just like Noah's dove,
I would fly away,
To the one I love,
I would fly away,
To the one I love.
I wish I could go back now.
I want a break soon.
Maybe I'll fly to you.

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

i'll see you soon then

The prospect of seeing you again,
makes my days so much brighter.
I miss you so much.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

fly away, to the one i love, to the one i love

"I'm trapped within this mad house
There seems to be no way out,
No route for an escape.
I'm not sure how I got in here,
But it seems I fit right in.
Like I'm one of them."
Your words make me
miss you that much more.
I wish you were here.
You make me better.

Monday, November 15, 2010

negative (-)

All I want is someone
who wants me for me,
and someone that
I can care about.
It feels like I'll never
have something that real.

Friday, November 12, 2010

nothing changes, nothing ever can

What if you could change who you are?
You would just have to move away,
because small towns never change.
To many eyes,
I am still the girl I was
6 years ago.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Lest We Forget

They shall grow not old,
as we that are left grow old:
Age shall not weary them,
nor the years condemn.
At the going down of the sun
and in the morning
We will remember them.
We will remember them.

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

new days

I'm not in the right mind set.
I need good people around.
People that make me
and laugh.
Lately, those are hard to find.

one more day.

I am in the darkness,
People, friends, all around me,
but I am lost in my own thoughts.
I open my eyes,
and it's black, my steps are hesitant.
But soon my eyes adjust,
and I adapt to these surroundings.
This is where I belong.
But no sooner had my eyes adjusted,
that I am called upon.
I walk out of the darkness,
into a blinding light.
And it's harder to adjust here,
so I keep my head down,
until I can retreat into my familiar

Sunday, November 7, 2010

false hopes.

It's okay to want things,
But I don't need this right now.
And I shouldn't want this.
It will never happen for me.

lets learn to fly

Saturday, November 6, 2010

i make too many mistakes, i don't want you to be one of them

There are so many things
that make you great.
I don't think you realize it.
I kind of wish I didn't see it.
let's learn to fly

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

i will carry you home, ill be there.

i cant pretend that this is more important.
i need to focus on everything else,
because this won't help me start my future.
there are more important things
in my mind.

Monday, November 1, 2010

If it's not like the movies,

That's how it should be.

He'll be the one that...

...finishes your sentences