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IDONTKNOWWHATIWANTIDONTKNOW

IFIWANTYOUORIFIJUSTWANTTOHAVE

SOMEONETHATCARESASMUCHASYOU

USEDTOIMSORRYFOREVERYTHING

INEEDSOMEADVICE!

istillhavenoidea!

It's so hard to make a choice,
and listen to your heart,
when your heart only whispers,
while your head screams.

please find it in your heart

I know I lost the right to know you a long time ago,

But I hope that I can be forgiven,

I miss you.

i don't know what to feel.

can we at least
just be friends?

how can i ever face myself again?

I don't know

if I miss you,

or if I miss

the idea of you.

is you life just one more lie?

Maybe I just need some time.

you're still my best friend.

I think my one regret in high school
will be how far apart we are now,
and how close we could have been.

where do we go from here?

Oh, if I had wings,

Just like Noah's dove,

I would fly away,

To the one I love,

I would fly away,

To the one I love.

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I wish I could go back now.
I want a break soon.
Maybe I'll fly to you.

i'll see you soon then

The prospect of seeing you again,

makes my days so much brighter.

I miss you so much.

fly away, to the one i love, to the one i love

"I'm trapped within this mad house

There seems to be no way out,

No route for an escape.

I'm not sure how I got in here,

But it seems I fit right in.

Like I'm one of them."

Your words make me

miss you that much more.

I wish you were here.

You make me better.

negative (-)

All I want is someone

who wants me for me,

and someone that

I can care about.

It feels like I'll never

have something that real.

nothing changes, nothing ever can

What if you could change who you are?

You would just have to move away,

because small towns never change.

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To many eyes,

I am still the girl I was

6 years ago.

Lest We Forget

They shall grow not old,

as we that are left grow old:

Age shall not weary them,

nor the years condemn.

At the going down of the sun

and in the morning

We will remember them.

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We will remember them.

new days

I'm not in the right mind set.
I need good people around.
People that make me
smile,
and laugh.

Lately, those are hard to find.

one more day.

I am in the darkness,
People, friends, all around me,
but I am lost in my own thoughts.
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I open my eyes,
and it's black, my steps are hesitant.
But soon my eyes adjust,
and I adapt to these surroundings.
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This is where I belong.
But no sooner had my eyes adjusted,
that I am called upon.
-
I walk out of the darkness,
into a blinding light.
And it's harder to adjust here,
so I keep my head down,
until I can retreat into my familiar
Darkness.

false hopes.

It's okay to want things,
But I don't need this right now.
And I shouldn't want this.
It will never happen for me.

lets learn to fly

i make too many mistakes, i don't want you to be one of them

There are so many things

that make you great.

I don't think you realize it.

I kind of wish I didn't see it.

let's learn to fly

no, i won't apologize, i did nothing,

You'll get over it,

You always do.

i will carry you home, ill be there.

i cant pretend that this is more important.
i need to focus on everything else,
because this won't help me start my future.
there are more important things
in my mind.

If it's not like the movies,

That's how it should be.

He'll be the one that...

...finishes your sentences