welcoming new days

I've learned so much about myself this year,
I'm kind of sad to see it go.

slowmotion,perhaps?

Tomorrow will be the longest day ever.
I just want to see you again.
Less then 24 hours now.

baby, its cold outside

Merry Christmas to my very few blog readers :)

I hope your holiday is fantastic!

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p.s. 2 more days,

I miss you.

good thing i have work.

I miss you.

You're so far away,

ans all I want is for you

to be close to me again.

4 more days.

turning through the years.

I haven't had much to say lately,
there's too much going on.

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I feel like I don't have time to think anymore.

and so this is Christmas!

Things are going right.
I get to do what I love next year,
I get to be with old friends,
Grade 12 is going well now,
I'm discovering new talents,
And making new and good friends.
I definately love Christmas time.

paperweight

ivebeenthiswaywithsomanybefore

butthisfeelslikethefirsttime

is it that look in your eyes?

I know that look,
there's something on your mind,
but I won't push it,
I've missed you too much.

be [a part of something] great.

People don't realize that words like

FAG

can really do damage to a persons mind.

And it pains me to know that

a close friend of mine

deals with this on a daily basis.

And it hurts more to know

that he is so used to it

and that he can simply brush it off

after every blow.

Its time to make the change!

Tonight

will be the night
that I will fall for you,
over agian.

riskandreward?safetyandsecurity?

Do you ever wish that you could see the future?
Wish that you knew if something would work out for you?
Or know if you would ever heal once the damage is done?
Wish that you could know the goods and bads?
Or that you could just know anything your heart desires?
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But that's not how it's supposed to be.
If you saw how something was going to end,
your ability to take a risk will sway.
The future is not ours to know,
it is ours to take and create what we want to see.