the world is up-side-down

I have too much time on my hands. I
can't help but continue to miss my
Mainstage family, the friends that
I've made. But I also miss my friends.
The ones that I have so far neglected.
I need to spend these last few months
with every one of them.

It has all come to an end now.

I feel like there is this space in my heart
that for the past three years I haven't noticed
because it has always been filled.
But now I can feel it, growing, expanding.
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I never thought the end would be this hard.
I always assumed that there was no possible way
that I could ever lose touch with any of you.
I couldn't have been more wrong.
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Not a single person outside of this program
could ever understand how much
each and every last person means to me.
The only good word for us is "family".
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To those of you who are continuing this journey:
I wish you luck, you are all so talented.
You are all headed for incredible futures,
and I will be at the show next year, cheering.
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And to my fellow seniors:
Where would I be without each of you?
We have all come so far these past three years,
and we are all going to do great things.
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I love you all so much, and the thought of losing you
hurts more then I could ever have guessed.
We have all gotten so close this year,
you all make up an amazing family that
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I CAN NEVER FORGET.

blue

English is extremely difficult for me.

I want to write something good, really good,

but I think I'm trying too hard.

Maybe I'll write about something

that I never really thought a lot about,

but that has been a part of who I am

for the past 14 years.